A couple days ago I learned what I'm mostly afraid of. I was thinking about it a lot and thought to myself why am I scared of that, that's a stupid thing to be afraid of. I realized that every one has a fear and that fearless means to have fears. Without fears we wouldn't be able to face them or learn from them. I have a lot of fears: I fear that all chocolate in the world will disappear, that country music is going to change into pop and rock, that an earth quake will make all horse shoes that are hanging up above a door turn upside down and create all the good luck they hold into bad luck, that the world will be controlled by kids, that the word friends wont have a definition or a meaning, that all mean people will turn nice because then we couldn't be the better person and do the right thing because everybody would be nice and you wouldn't even notice or have feelings-ok you get my point, that there will be no more easy buttons to push even though there annoying, that all the stupid things you and your friends talk about that you remember the most will already have been talked about, that no talking in library's rule will be over ruled, that when I'm riding the feeling of being free will go away, and that this list will never end.
Even though non of these is what i fear the most i still have a lot of fears and worries. Lets just say i worry a lot, but i just proved to myself that i am fearless. I will one day have more fears and have fears that i will accomplish and wont accomplish but, one thing is for sure, i will always be FEARLESS.
<3's Always
M.
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