Only If!

I wish it was as easy as 1,2,3 - ya know?
I wish i could just snap my fingers and everything the was going wrong could be right.
I wish things could be more simple and less complicated- even though im one of those people who make easy situations more complicated my self (according to my riding instructor.)

But these are all just wishes right? We all know things will never be picture perfect. We all know bumps in the rode balance things out right? But what if, just what if were wrong?!?!

Picture, just for a moment; everything that was going right, stayed right. Everything worked out the way everybody wanted, no conflicts, no arguments, no tears, no heartbreak, no regrets. Picture things stayed good and turned out the way you wanted, that life was picture perfect. Wouldn't that be amazing?!?! But hey, Im just dreaming right now.

ONLY IF!

- Maddy Rae <3

The stakes are high.

As you know school starts soon. Things already seem like their back to their regualar busy old self. With vollleyball tryouts everyday these past weeks and with the pressure and stress and motivation you half to have to get on varstiy; focus is extremly important for me right now. Along with volleyball their is school to get ready for, my job at subway, horseback riding and all the in betweens (friends, family, me time.) Sadly im not going to be doing dance this semester, with volleyball and work its just to much.

Im trying to find my focus for volleyball, riding and soon for school! It's hard though, its hard to put your mind 210% in something even though you know you want it. Im always finding distractions. I just want volleyball teams to be set and school to be in action.

Here comes another school year... kinda looking forward to see what it brings.

Off to volleyball tryouts!

-Maddy Rae

Half Full... or is it half empty...

We all go through tough times. Some peoples are worse than others. Weather there bigger or smaller everybody's issues have significant impact on them.

The truth is that eventually everyone gets through those tough times. Even though it seems like there never ending, they are. Someone once told me to always look at my glass of milk or apple juice or whatever you want it to be half full instead of empty.

Sometimes i forget to look at it that way though, and sometimes i dont forget to look at it that way i just dont want to. Yah its hard too because of course i think things will never get better.

Through all this im just trying to find away to rely on myself and believe in myself. Let alone find out who i really am!

-Maddy Rae

I HATE THIS!

Writers Block.

I have decided to take on probably one of the top 100 hardest things to do, and that is to WRITE A BOOK.

I want my book to be about real life but not just about real life in general... about somebody's life and not just about anybody's life but someone im really close to. Yah im gonna BASE it on a true story but i know the final product probably wont have any truth to it at all.

The truth is i really have NOOOO idea what it is going to be about, i just have all these ideas that im going to mix together and see how it turns out.

My outline:

Just write and see where it takes me!

Wish me luck!

-Maddy Rae

P.s ill let you know when im done ;)