Welcome to the WILD side!

This year I decided to play club volleyball for point loma starlings. This will be my 6th year in volleyball and counting(maybe). There all girls from my high school at high tech high on the team. Its been great we have really become closer as a team and definitly like family. I have definitly made some new friends and got closer to some.
Its a nice change to hangout with completely diffrent people latley. Some people that may be a little to crazy for me but, they definitly bring out the more wild side in myself. To tell you the truth; im liking this new side of me. IT'S FUN! Its definitly a part of me i never knew i had, its kinda rebelous!

I mean who would of ever thought that I would be taking pictures with my coaches rats with my friend BELLA before practice? NOT ME, haha okay maybe i am an animal lover but, i mean come one really!

NOW THATS WHAT I CALL WILD! ;)

<3's Always
Rae

Drum Roll Please!

So recently ive been little miss busy bee. Ive had volleyball, riding, dance, school and some personal drama and fun! But, this past wensday (yes i do not know how to spell wensday and yes i am to lazy to look it up) i accomplished a HUGE achivement of mine!

*Drum roll please*

I jumped a 1'9" during my horse lesson! YAY! This was my first time jumping and yes that is super high for a first jump. I skipped cross rails and went right to jumps. For me this is big because now i feel like im a real rider now. Now i know im definitly taking those first few steps that are closer to my dream. Im super excited! My horse instructor patty told me i looked good so im happy about that. I really love my new barn, and im not planning leaving there anytime soon! The girls are really nice there and were definitly becoming friends.

From only being there since december till now i feel like ive learned and improved alot. Not just in riding but in myself and who i am as a person. Ive learned alot of life lessons and accomplished alot of things. My horse instructor is very helpful and nice she has definitly helped me with these learning curves. Im learning slowly but shirley. I think one of my main problems that is holding me back is forgetting i can do anything i set my mind to but most importantly not being confident in myself.

Each and everyday im working on overcoming these struggles and one day i know i will definitly get there.

<3's Always
Rae

Advise from an old friend:

Somebody told me this a really long time ago, and it always just seemed to stick in my head like gum.

"You have to do what best for you and your well being, sometimes you just have to decide if the good outwieghts the bad because nothing is ever perfect." -An old friend

She was and still is a wonderful person, she was like family. Things just seem to drift apart but, i do miss them very much. I will always have a special place for her in my heart and i owe a big thank you to her for telling me this. It always brings me up when im down and makes me think about the big picture in life.

-Maddy Rae