Good or bad?

So I'm reading this book right well this other book I havnt even finished it I have about seventy none pages left but I got this other book and now I can't stop reading it. So I'm not going to tell u the name of it bc I dont know just because. Well anyways the book is basicly snout a singer/song writers life so far and she wrote the book herself. In the book she talks about alot of metaphors and things she has thought about life. I'm almost half way done eith the book and I got it yesterday but it's really meaningful and is making me think alot with what is going on around me right now.

There's ALOT going on right now that I can't really explain but, that's high school for ya......right? Anyways there's so many things happening that I would have never imagened would happen. It basicly feels like everything is falling apart. Like on the fall when all the leaves fall off the tree and then sprout again with whole new leaves. But I guess that has to happen every once in a while to keep the balance in things and it's not necicarlly a bad thing I don't think. Through all of this I think I learned alot, changed alot, and got one step closer to finding out who I am. Not knowing weither if it's good of bad.

<3's always
M.

Seperate ways

" every girl needs a best friend to make her laugh when she feels like she will never smile again. "- unkown

There is so many best friend qoutes that I love this one just stuck out to me. Let's all admit we have been here, we all have though that nothing could ever get worse but, in the end the person who always brings us back to life is our best friend. We all have that one special friend that can make everything better and auto matically knows when something is wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face. They always know the truth and tell you the things you don't want to tell yourself. There's just something about best friends that make them so special. There's only that special person who can come around once in a life time. We all just need to enjoy every moment with them and every second and never forget all the memories because they cango away in a second. It takes years to build trust and seconds to destroy it. We all need to be thankful for our best friends and never take them for granted. Though friends do move on I think vest friends will be there forever no matter what. Even though you may never talk our even keep in touch for a couple years and go your seperate ways you know they will always be there. You know that they just can't walk away after everything you guys gave been through.

Once best friends, always best friends.

<3,s always
M.

Where o where are u anna?

"cousins make the best, best friends."

I miss my cousin Anna so much. We are really close we are more than just cousins we are best friends. She is being a forgin exchange student from Germany for a year in minisota and when I went up there this summer I spent a lot time with her and we just clicked. I wish I lived near her so we could spend a lot more time with eachother but I think that is the thing that makes us so close. We do talk to eachother alot at least once a week and she is going to be coming to San Diego real soon and we are sooooooo excited!!!!! We are going to have a blast. You have no idea how much I miss her it's like pure agony waiting to see her again. I know she misses me so much too. When we talk on the phone it is so hard to say goodbye and then two seconds later we revive a txt message from eachother. We are inserpritable and are going to be best friends forever!!!! Maybe in a couple years after she goes back to germany she wants me to visit and so do I. She wants to show me aroud her home and I want to show her mine too. So anna hurry up and get her before I go crazy!!!!

Miss ya and luv ya soooo much!!!!

<3's Always
M.

Fifteen

"And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen"- Taylor Swift

So i recently turned fifteen this past tuesday. Tuesday was fairly busy for me. I had a volleyball game and school and didn't get home till late then it was straight to my homework. But the past weekend i celebrated with family and had a blast, it was so fun. On wednesday i went to corvet diner with my two best friends. This weekend i think im going to do something with my aunt angie which is always fun. My birthday was fun and i still cant wrap my head around the fact that it was my birthday and that i am fifteen but i did enjoy myself. There is only one thing that would of made my birthday totally perfect, but what eles can you expect.....

Fifteen is a song written by Taylor swift. I love that song expecaily sense now that I am fifteen I can totally relate to it. In my perspective what the song means to me is that even though your fifteen it is just the beggining and you have to be careful about everthing. That in life your going to get hurt and that there is going to be alot of chalanges but to always keep going. To slow down and that you don't have to figure out everything right away because you still have alot of time........ Just slow down and take a deep breath.

Overall I'm looking forward to my fifteen year and all the things it brings.

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m.